Jailani Ansera

Oleh: @jailaniansera “ Baiklah Irene,” kata Ludwik sambil memperlihatkan wajah cemas dan gusar . “ Telah aku sediakan kertas dan bolpen .” Tambahnya pula sambil berusaha tersenyum tipis. Manis dan menawan . Sedangkan mata laki - laki di depanku itu sayup dan tenang sebagaimana laki - laki Jerman pada umumnya . Aku menatap wajahnya keheranan . “ Perlu aku bacakan ini ?” tawarnya . Lalu ia memulai untuk membaca kertas tersebut ketika melihat ku mengangguk . “Surat perjanjian sebelum pernikahan .” Mulainya dengan suara dalam dan serak . “ Baiklah , ku pikir lansung ke poin - poinya saja . Pertama , kita akan tinggal di rumah yang telah aku pilihkan . Dua kamar tidur , dua kamar mandi , satu dapur minimalis dengan dua kompor , atap dari tanah liat merah ,” ia berhenti sejenak dan menatapku , “ biar ramah lingkungan!” Tegasnya . “ Kedua , nantinya kita akan mempunyai dua anak , tidak lebih .

Oleh: @jailaniansera Pawel L/ pexels I wonder about this, in your mind, what do you think about two women sat on the corner of an oplet saying nothing? I had thought so too, never going to happen, just silence like a rain on the morning without patter tones. That was my feeling about the situation. It is a kind of boring, so I decide to  put my earphone on my ears and listen some fucking popular songs. That is Lady Gaga anyway. With a woman next to me and still silence on the road, I made a glance and tried to smile at her. I feel it's like a terrible smiling, but whatever. She nods and splutters at same time. Do you know what the woman thought about me? In this fucking situation, I suppose the woman thought that  I am spoiled, haughty, antisocial, and so on. It is very  clear if you saw her goddamn face. She had a terrible face with a big nose and wide lips. And she wore a terrible dress with yellow flowers so make the dress sort of  tacky. But she old w